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    His grace is sufficient for me, and His power is made perfection through my weakness. Thank You God!

  It is painful to become aware of death, but if we are willing to endure some pain, it can also be a blessing. It is to bad that death is the last thing we do, because death can teach us so much about living. Still, it takes courage to contemplate one's own death, or the death of a loved one.

  It is painful to let go of possibilities. It is hard to convince ourself that God does not have important work for us to do.

  The promise beyond the pain is fulfilled when we realize how God's sustaining love takes care of us. The strange joy is not how well we hang onto God, but how well He hangs onto us! 

  God help me to be a witiness for you regardless of what's going on in my life. Allow me the opportunity to help others guided by your leadership. Strengthen me by your love, and let me not forget all you have done for me. Help me to be at peace with your will for my life. Remind me that I am nothing without you. Thank you God for everything.

Hi susie6

It is good to hear from you and I am happy the church is setting up a benefit account for you. I pray and hope you get some help soon.

Stay in touch with us and I know it must be hard on you as I have had people I know go through cancer. Take care 

God Bless you too

Starshine

 Its abour 4 P.M and I have just made it out of bed today. The pain has been overwhelming. It seems like it takes everything in me just to be able to walk. Its very difficult not to become depressed. I am dealing with the pain and  the finances. Praying that God will send someone to help me pay my bills, and praying that He will ease the pain. My church set up a benefit accout for me at the bank but I have not yet received any donations. My miracle has not happened yet but I have faith God will send someone to help me.

  I realize that for those of you following  my blog I probably sound down today, but make no mistake I am happy to be alive. God has blessed me with another day and for that I am thankful.

  I looked at myself today and noticed the physical changes that this nasty disease has given me. The loss of hair, skin rashes, weight loss, and scars from the many operations I have had to undergo. I thought of all the emotional, mental and financial changes I am going through. I allowed myself a brief time of self pity, and then I thought there is one thing that cancer cannot rob me of and that is my relationship with God. He is my strength and reminds me that He is with me by giving me peace and by blessing me with His love.

  I know my miracle is on its way. I know God will send the right person to help me with my bills, and I know He will heal my body for life on earth,  or through death in Heaven.

  Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and may God Bless You.